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12/21/09 02:46 pm - Memories

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Just now my niece came asking, ' ahyi,why the jiejie never come your house already? ' I seriously didn't know how to answer her. And looking at the date,its going to 4months since the day we broke up. Heard that you're doing fine and i'm glad. Everything between us happen so fast and we ended fast too. Such a waste. But its a good thing we didn't last longer,cause by then i would need more than what i need now to forget you. Till today,almost every small little thing that happen in that period of 10months is still in my mind. They are just like the sweetest part in my life. Never will i forget them. Too much to be forgotten. February 15th,July 21st,August 11th,September 15th and finally December 21st. Everything came to an end between us. Never did i expect this day to come so fast. Cannot accept the fact but still i have to.  I swear i never love anyone like i love you. You are that special to me. If heaven were to give me another chance,i would use another 6months to woo you back into my arms again. But you wouldn't. You wouldn't want me in your life anymore. Why would you still want a person that can't bring you happiness..
 Random post,don't think too much. Thankyou.

5/17/09 03:52 am - One of the dates..

This feeling sucks like hell. 5months,yet the feeling is still there. And its still as strong as the first day i met you. :( sometimes i wonder if we could still be like last time again but i guess no. Your answer is always so firm,just like when you said ' Can you just break up with me? ' Sigh,why must things be this way? My heart misses you alot. But i guess you wouldn't care at all. You're a total changed person now. I'm no longer important t you as well. Sometimes i wish i can have the chance t call you Baby again and whisper i love you t you in the ears just like i did the first at Vivo's busstop. And till now,i still can remember your reaction after i said that. I swear i have never love anyone like i love you. Girl,you know im still waiting. You know my heart still beats for you.You know i still care for you. So if you need me in anyw,just give me a call alright? I will be there,i promise. Takecare of yourself during exam period alright,dont stress yourself too much. I guess you wun see this either..

1/4/09 12:58 am - Not enough sleep = High -.-

Everyday is a happy day with you in it. :)

12/31/08 05:02 pm



A few more hours and its a new year. This year passes like the speed of light. The big big O is finally over and now we are awaiting for the results t come. Many things happen. I got my last medal as a Damai Canoeist. I got you and lost you. The ten months that i spent with you was the most wonderful thing that has happen t me. I swear. The memories will be kept in my heart forever. Thankyou for giving me that chance t have you by my side. And now we have both moved on,i wished you all the best. And friends that have been by my side all the while,i really appreciate every single one of you.

Rachel and ahleei: The both of you have watch me changed from a kid that goes home straight after school till now my mum says i mcm rent room from her. Haha. We spent 4years tgt and still counting. This 4 years was really super ultra fun,i swear. All the laughters that we had was wow. The tears that we all shed is shit -.- But thankyou both for being there for me always.
Wendy,Grace and Huishan: We all got closer when Usuals came up. All the night studies,stayovers and burning the carpark -.- was awesome. I enjoy every single moment i had with all three of you. Work hard tgt for your big big O alright,i know y'all can do it.       
Elvi,Zheyee,Kayan and Hsinray: I know you people bcause we were all in the same class. And we bcame very close after that. All the lessons that we didnt listen t,all the laughters that we had at the back of the class. Doing rubbish,eating and sleeping. Haha. Thankyou for all the laughters you brought t me. Kayan,goodluck for your big big O. Im sure you can do it. :)
Ruth,Fel,Shishi and Angie: I totally forgot how i know you people but you people are great. :) Thanks for being there for me when i was down and being with me when i was high. haha. Ruth and Shishi,goodluck for your big big O too. :)
Birdy,Junice and Lydia: My partners and schoolmates. All the trngs we had,the sweat,tears and laughters. It was so great,and tgt we got our last medal. Birdy,dont give up hope. Study hard no matter where you go alright. You still have us. :)
Whyekit: Youre the best man! Haha. Whenever im down,you never fail t be there for me since we live so near. Haha. Youre right,we got so many things in common. But youre a great friend,seriously. :)
Minpei: Youre one human i really dknow what t say. But yeah,you were great. Everytime when im upset or bored you will never fail t ask me t bang the wall,that is. -.- Whatever it is,youre a great friend.
Jamie: Youre one person i will never forget in my entire life. You made the biggest impact in my life,you showed me whats love. We had fun times tgt and well miserable times too. But really i enjoy every moment with you except for the miserable part. Haha. Goodluck for your big big O and your new love life eh. :)
Toy: Surprise surprise. Haha. I didnt know how it happen but youre gna create another new chapter in my life. Im waiting for your answer alright. :)
 

12/28/08 12:17 am - Im one happy kid. :)

I guess i have moved on? :) Ya,i will prove t you that youre nt a replacement alright. Give me sometime.

12/18/08 11:40 pm - I cant control myself..

Im sorry i cant control myself.

12/4/08 08:58 pm - 11 days without you.. :(

Hello.. I feel so moody now. Sigh,leaving in another 13 hours. First time going overseas and im not at all excited -.- Oh boy,i got no choice. Bought the tickets already. I did something anyw,haha. I hope it helps you t pass the 11 days as quick as possible. And i will miss you. :(

11/26/08 09:13 pm

                                                                                                                                                                                                


I will hold you in my arms and never let you go,take you to that place of dreams,where colours seem t flow.I will dance with you amongst the stars,hold you in my arms and never let go.Whick you away with my magic kisses,protect you the best that i can.Love you the way i do and i promise never t let you go. Like you said,once is enough. And i have learnt my lesson. Baby,i love you.

11/14/08 12:09 am - Get over it,

Blahblahblah,back from petal. Damn bloody tired,i also dknow why. Met up with ahleei and off t rach's house but her reaction was -.- But she was tired so suan le. Then we were off t marina t look for whyekit at walletshop. So since it was his break time and i was hungry,we went for mac. After mac,he went back t work and the both of us went t bugis t meet wendy. Then buy this,buy that and off t petal then blahblahblah and im home -.- Baby,i finally can see you later. :D

11/13/08 12:47 pm - 1 year & 1 month ! :D

Hey! Its 13th again,haha. Its like spending 13months of fun,laughter and joy with you. :D Seriously,i cherished every moment we spent together? ( -.- sounds wrong ) I hope i didnt disappoint you this time round eh. :D HAPPY THIRTEEN MONTHS! Haha.

10/26/08 12:58 am - I'm sorry. :(

I'm still waiting for your name t flash on my phone again. You said you wun leave me. Do you know how much i felt like dying when i saw all the texts that i didnt read when i was away? I felt like shit. I read the texts one by one,and tears just kept flowing drop by drop. My heart was aching so badly,so badly. I've never felt this kind of pain before. And i dwant t,i dwant t lose you. But i guess you meant what you say. Its my bad that i didnt reply you,giving you the wrong idea that i hate you,i want t leave you,i want t breakup with you. But the fact is i dont,that thought never came into my mind before and it never will. I hope after you see my texts in the morning,your name will appear on my phone again bcause my life without you is perfect no more.

10/26/08 12:37 am


My smile has turn into a frown. :(

10/26/08 12:22 am

 

My world became colourless again. :(

10/26/08 12:07 am


I feel like dying now :(

 

 

10/20/08 11:32 pm - Sad case.

I realise something,i really cannot afford t lose you.

10/15/08 02:50 am - Time flies. :D

Wow,time sure flies. Its our 1st month already,and im sure it will go on and on and on and on and on.. Haha. And baby,i want you t know that i love you and i sure cant live without you.  Happy 1st month. :D                                          

10/13/08 09:14 pm - 1 year,still going on. ( -.- )


1 year of outside affairs with this lady up there. Haha. Forgotten how we got together but i sure enjoy having you as my outside affairs. You're such a great friend. You never fail t give me all the advices i need. But you're one scary person -.- I know for this 1 whole year,i didnt do anything for you but i promise you i will do one for you after Os alright? I hope you will see this eh. Haha. Okay,HAPPY 1YEAR OUTSIDE AFFAIR. :D ( iloveyou ) Omg!

10/12/08 09:42 pm - Wow -.-

   4 years of friendship,i swear they're my BREASTFRIENDS. :D

9/18/08 11:48 pm - Everything went so wrong. :(


I dknow why must this happen when everything had just started t go right. Why? Can someone tell me why? Why am i always making mistakes t hurt you. Baby,trust me. I really trust you,and its even more than i trust myself. But i swear i got nothing t do with her anymore,really. We are just friends. Maybe i gave you the wrong idea,but my heart now only has you. I swear from the bottom of my heart. Now that everything has become like this,i just hope you wun let go of my hand bcause i will hold no one's hands but yours. :(

The knuckle? hurts alot,the head hurts alot but my heart hurts the most  t see you like this. Baby please be alright or i will never forgive myself. Never. ( Baby,i love you as much as i do just like yesterday. )

9/5/08 12:17 am - So funny,haha. :D

Found this is Odelia's blog and i suddenly remembered,haha.

 

 

Once upon a time, Sharon and Odelia was chatting on the phone and they decided to imitate Jamie. And jamie added jamie into her and Jamie's conversation. Soon, three Jamies got into a juicy talk. Jamie left the conversation. And Jamie left too. The End.


Oh Jamie, you knock me off my feet, Jamie!
It's killing me. 
 

 

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